A little taste of everything.
I sit here wondering what separates me from the people around me. It seems like everyone is able to progress so far in their lives while I am standing still. I feel like as each day passes I get farther and farther behind, never able to close in on this gap. Why does it feel like the people that have taken pieces of me away from me have progressed farther both emotionally and physically? Why do the people that hurt you the most get to progress farther than you have? It’s not that I well on pain, but I have to acknowledge that it is there. I can’t ignore it. I’ve tried that. It just feels as if each day I’m slowly losing myself to the things and people around me. I’m falling into darkness, and neither God nor Ryuu are here to catch me. I just wonder where this darkness will lead me…..